Caskey - The Truth lyrics
rate meAyo, This one for my old man
Miss you .
Its the truth
Part one
Ayo , i've been having trouble , going to sleep at night lately i guess, i guess i got alot on my mind.
Yeah,
Maybe they just don’t understand
Where I’m coming from, damn
Been alone age 27 some lots in my hand
Grabbed the phone like waddup homie
Tell me something positive
Cause goddamn, life been feeling like it’s the apocalypse
Real shit, I need progression, I still spit
but Something bout this rap game left me with steel fists
Boxing, these cats worst than some toxins, lot of jenky shit
dead wait motherfuckers tryna anchor this
I can’t have it, I’ve been selling ships 7
Since them days out them seas with my father
God damn, I miss it
Shit i've missed you for a minute
My hardest times, I ain’t gonn forget it
You told me play the game smart, that was the beginning
Prolly should have listened harder
Cause a lot of things missing
A lot of things different
A lot of complications, but my mission still the same
And I’m in it till I’m fillin in the grave
These days feel I’m in a maze
Everybody want the cheese but don’t really want the taste
It’s bittersweet, I’m outside in this killer heat
Probably got some killers contemplating bout killing me
But fuck it though, my girl ask why I’m ducking
So whatever this whole crew by, I say it’s nothing hoe
And damn, she called me out, claim I’m bluffing
So I couldn't show, said the topic ain’t up for discussion for
It’s cold, but so my heart, but really I mean froze
Cause my mother never really liked the path that I chose
And father chose a path that left us both
Staring at the ceiling like where the fuck he go?
I’m praying to my pops and he ain’t never spoke back
And people got the nerve to ask me why I smoke that
or ask d why the fuck he in the dope track
Tryna get paid
And these streets ain’t got a lot of ways
Especially when livin as a black man I understood that
Cause I’ve been out of place yeah tryna rap
Damn, and that’s the fact
And made the world was born in it
If god made it why he put so many storms in it
And all these women got a lot of babies born
When the fuck did 17 is a mother become the norm
I contemplated walking to my dorm
Same time think about a college that I can’t afford
I’m struggling, my mind claim that it's necessary
My suffering, but nothing necessary bout me loving it
Have a pay check steady going to the government
And all she do is teach, how the fuck they expect us to eat supper
Yelling , Who the fuck is god? and how come he don’t speak to me
Some say he in my head, he really tryina speak through me
So life’s a bullshit, takin all the credits
Used to love the church, I ain’t tryina say that I regret it
Just wised up, visualized my life in the visualize
And all this clone shit got me feeling simplified
Been on my own shit, building me an enteprise
Gotta take the time to initialize
This could be the in time, don’t know if I’m in the sky
Or if I’m inner, chillin at the world center I'm
In this game of life, tryna make myself a winner
But I’m lookin like some beef to these cats wanting dinner
So I’m questionin a lot god
Shit, it’s not that I don’t believe
Just tryna keep track
I just think it’s fucked up that you don’t never speak back
Like why the fuck I’m here praying on my knees that
I can get a buzz inside the streets
That will make me just; a little bit
A little’s all I’m needing to survive
And why, when I needed a father
He just needed to get high
I’m crying cause my sister in the same boat
Swimmin in the same water, hanging on the same rope
And I’m doing all I can tryina keep my fam float
But these hands can do so much man I need hope
That’s why I learn to cover with this smoke
And escape to another place in another world
Where I’m straight
And fuck these haters tryna hate
If they want it they can get it
But they getting in my way
Cause I be talkin bout more then getting paid
But they said I wasn’t deep enough
That’s all I gotta say.
Thanks to Cherte M for correcting these lyrics
