The Truth
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Ayo, This one for my old man Miss you . Its the truth Part one Ayo , i've been having trouble , going to sleep at night lately i guess, i guess i got alot on my mind. Yeah, Maybe they just don’t understand Where I’m coming from, damn Been alone age 27 some lots in my hand Grabbed the phone like waddup homie Tell me something positive Cause goddamn, life been feeling like it’s the apocalypse Real shit, I need progression, I still spit but Something bout this rap game left me with steel fists Boxing, these cats worst than some toxins, lot of jenky shit dead wait motherfuckers tryna anchor this I can’t have it, I’ve been selling ships 7 Since them days out them seas with my father God damn, I miss it Shit i've missed you for a minute My hardest times, I ain’t gonn forget it You told me play the game smart, that was the beginning Prolly should have listened harder Cause a lot of things missing A lot of things different A lot of complications, but my mission still the same And I’m in it till I’m fillin in the grave These days feel I’m in a maze Everybody want the cheese but don’t really want the taste It’s bittersweet, I’m outside in this killer heat Probably got some killers contemplating bout killing me But fuck it though, my girl ask why I’m ducking So whatever this whole crew by, I say it’s nothing hoe And damn, she called me out, claim I’m bluffing So I couldn't show, said the topic ain’t up for discussion for It’s cold, but so my heart, but really I mean froze Cause my mother never really liked the path that I chose And father chose a path that left us both Staring at the ceiling like where the fuck he go? I’m praying to my pops and he ain’t never spoke back And people got the nerve to ask me why I smoke that or ask d why the fuck he in the dope track Tryna get paid And these streets ain’t got a lot of ways Especially when livin as a black man I understood that Cause I’ve been out of place yeah tryna rap Damn, and that’s the fact And made the world was born in it If god made it why he put so many storms in it And all these women got a lot of babies born When the fuck did 17 is a mother become the norm I contemplated walking to my dorm Same time think about a college that I can’t afford I’m struggling, my mind claim that it's necessary My suffering, but nothing necessary bout me loving it Have a pay check steady going to the government And all she do is teach, how the fuck they expect us to eat supper Yelling , Who the fuck is god? and how come he don’t speak to me Some say he in my head, he really tryina speak through me So life’s a bullshit, takin all the credits Used to love the church, I ain’t tryina say that I regret it Just wised up, visualized my life in the visualize And all this clone shit got me feeling simplified Been on my own shit, building me an enteprise Gotta take the time to initialize This could be the in time, don’t know if I’m in the sky Or if I’m inner, chillin at the world center I'm In this game of life, tryna make myself a winner But I’m lookin like some beef to these cats wanting dinner So I’m questionin a lot god Shit, it’s not that I don’t believe Just tryna keep track I just think it’s fucked up that you don’t never speak back Like why the fuck I’m here praying on my knees that I can get a buzz inside the streets That will make me just; a little bit A little’s all I’m needing to survive And why, when I needed a father He just needed to get high I’m crying cause my sister in the same boat Swimmin in the same water, hanging on the same rope And I’m doing all I can tryina keep my fam float But these hands can do so much man I need hope That’s why I learn to cover with this smoke And escape to another place in another world Where I’m straight And fuck these haters tryna hate If they want it they can get it But they getting in my way Cause I be talkin bout more then getting paid But they said I wasn’t deep enough That’s all I gotta say. Thanks to Cherte M for correcting these lyrics
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