Carpathian - Cursed lyrics

rate me

The realisation that I still don't know what I'm doing here, <br />

Put in perspective I am nothing, <br />

It feels like something has been wasted, and I am fading<br />

Time is growing against me as I grow tired of being<br />

Just another soul spent searching for something inside, <br />

I hate my fucking guts, I hate desire, I hate lust, <br />

I hate humanity, I hate instinctively, I hate this fucking world for fucking hating me<br />

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The chasm in my chest<br />

Screams of resounding emptiness<br />

I've never tasted this bitterness<br />

I never felt this solitude, worthlessness<br />

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So what great vision is this to sail amongst the vast indifference?<br />

Accept a trail to hollow senses, where only tragedy breaks the numbness<br />

So what great epiphany, will spell out beneath my feet?<br />

Chain my wrists, and admit defeat, imprisoned by 'the clarity'<br />

So is this destiny, a doubtful life, feeling empty?<br />

Worst of all to make me guilty, blindest of the blind, telling me to see<br />

I might hate this world, I might hate myself<br />

But I wont be a wasted soul, another ghost like everyone else