CALVIN CRABTREE - Shoebox Memories lyrics

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Tracks still coming, Tears still running

Still wondering remising, pull my shoebox out from under the bed

Letters I've read before, Just keep them threw out the years

The emotion running threw me as I reed once again

NOTHING!

Seems that's all that's left, with everyone come stress, joy,

Felling's I cant explain.

Out of all these ex-dames none still around

Makes me not want love

Butt still I search and always end up heart

In the heat of the passion and good times is what i remember

Seems they cant let go its holding me back

From how they only talk and bring up the bad parts of the past

Its trash in the form of talk lady's nee to throw it out

What big Calvin's bout?

Love loyalty honesty, looking at what's wrote and how it turned out I cant believe

now I find it hard to trust

was in the land of the lost jut got lust

what the fuck

Chorus x2

Shoebox so full

my hearts empty

body full of stress

but what's next

Shoebox so full

My hears empty

Body full of stress

The letters why I still keep them

maybe to find out there pattern, I did figure it out

they don't want love just a man with more clout

and a team of shit talkers convincing them I aint no good

just a normal man aint representing no hood

not a robber just an author

speaking poetry to the sound of music

letters so confusing

am I even a memory to them?

not even still a friend

loss of contact all tho its to late to keep in touch,

all the stunts and antic you figure I wouldn't fall for these tricks

I'm soft in heart strong in mind,

so deceiving hart telling what when on when I was sleeping in my own bed

it stained my feelings and the way I approach women

I'm still living to them I must bee dead

probably had a fake funeral just to not show up

I'm on the edge

Chorus x4

Shoebox so full

my hearts empty

body full of stress

but whats next

Shoebox so full

My hears empty

Body full of stress

I wonder sometimes how they could let it all go

letters seem so happy

what exactly was on there mind

I cant tell

never will able

lyrics running like water

but they gone with the wind

stuck in sin

wishing a real woman would step up and throw them away

bring them better days

I'm only 19 just don't want to get to where its to late

treat women like I'm casanova you just a pretender in vain

girls went from loving and innocent to insane

for a few I acted the same way only during the break up

in my mind I know most where sent only to make an illusion that I'm evil

not a show no encore

they either get with the next man

or go play someone else when there friend are wanting more

what a sick thing to watch

some girls even made me lose my closest boys

a game so funny they happy in misery I'm happy with nothing