Blue October - Weight Of The World lyrics
rate meA blackout in the room again<br />
a busted lip and broken skin.<br />
I wake up in the bathroom <br />
and dare not bother asking<br />
why the mirror's craked and all I see <br />
are shards of glass inside of me.<br />
<br />
There's voices there to dare me,<br />
my father's here to scare me.<br />
My mother sits beyond the door she's <br />
curled up crying on the floor,<br />
look at what her son's done.<br />
<br />
When the weight of all the world's gone wrong.<br />
It's gone wrong again.<br />
Gone fucking wrong.<br />
It's gone wrong again.<br />
<br />
Well liars they leave a guilty trail.<br />
And let me tell you something people, <br />
I've been lying for fucking years.<br />
That must be why I'm standing in this space.<br />
Disregarding that I've created these monsters<br />
they're on fucking both of my sides,<br />
So I wipe the blood from both of their eyes.<br />
From all four of their eyes.<br />
<br />
And while I wait for wounds to heal<br />
I see you by the window sil,<br />
your heart's torn out<br />
a plastic spoon<br />
when honesty lit up that room <br />
so I stole the pillowcase to clean<br />
this mess I've made of someones dream.<br />
Now you've seen what I've done,<br />
<br />
when the weight of all the world's gone wrong.<br />
It's gone wrong again<br />
gone fucking wrong<br />
it's gone all wrong again.<br />
<br />
This room is old and wise<br />
I fall onto the bed and wonder,<br />
"How did I get here?"<br />
The little boy who would argue with a tree<br />
just fucking thump his head<br />
and he'll turn back to normal.<br />
<br />
Now why is that what I see?<br />
Don't bother trusting<br />
don't bother waiting<br />
don't bother changing things that won't give into changing<br />
just let me go away.<br />
I'm packed<br />
whenever<br />
I'm down<br />
whenever<br />
