Blue October

Blue October - The End lyrics

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Here alone, standing barefoot in our lawn, <br>

Worms squeezing their way through my toes <br>

Tonight that's how it goes. <br>

I'm at your window kneeling quiet, <br>

I thought at least I'd maybe try to get your head right <br>

Get your heart right <br>

"Let him go!" <br>

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Then through the glass I see your dress fall to the floor <br>

As he embraces every inch of you <br>

The woman I adore. <br>

I can't believe the way you're bending <br>

Can't believe this neverending moaning asking him for more <br>

I heard you begging him for more <br>

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How far will I go <br>

To make it feel right? "Come home" <br>

I have to fix this on my own <br>

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Replace my heart, <br>

Cause I'm convinced mine broke the day I let us end <br>

Replace my heart, <br>

I don't wanna live by coping, I'm done with hoping.....end <br>

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I creeped in close enough to see the way he touched her, <br>

From her feet across her knees, inside her sweetest spot <br>

He pleased and pleased her. <br>

I turned around and tried to take control, but no control was capable <br>

It was a centerfold of how less than low can possibly go. <br>

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I squeezed the life into my brain <br>

Like pushing knives into a vein <br>

I've gotta get, I've gotta get, I said I've gotta get inside <br>

So to the back window I crawl in silent standing in the darkness <br>

Of my living room, my living room <br>

This used to be my home <br>

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How far will I go <br>

To make it feel right? "Come home" <br>

I'm moving forward to the bedroom door <br>

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Replace my heart <br>

Cause I'm convinced mine broke the day I let us end <br>

Replace my heart <br>

I don't wanna live by coping, I'm done with hoping...end <br>

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I turn the doorknob with two fingers to be slow <br>

Enough to sneak into the room among the corner darkness gloom <br>

I had to see this happening. <br>

He pushed himself so deep inside her clapping rang and bounced off every wooden walled room <br>

And that's when all went silent blank except the color red <br>

As I walked calmly numbing paralyzed beside the bed <br>

I said "I know I'm not allowed to be here. I just had to see <br>

How good this new man really fucks you. Cause you both been fucking me." <br>

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"So now I planned the last thing you can both do as a pair <br>

I tie both blindfolds tight around your fucking eyes to blind your stare <br>

I don't want to alarm you, but I figured we could end this in what seems easy quick and painless <br>

So I'll get down to business <br>

I choose you first, there's a gun, its at your head <br>

So laugh at me just one more time but keep your face inside the bed <br>

You sit and watch me while I do this shit and learn from what I've said." <br>

I cocked the pistol pulled the trigger, and all I saw was red <br>

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Then the screaming oh the screaming <br>

It's nice to see you scared <br>

Of such a weak and stupid husband <br>

Who knows you never really cared <br>

I'll leave you with a question that I need to hear from your head <br>

Was all this worth it knowing u have just seconds left to live? <br>

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Now think about your answer, laying face down on the bed <br>

I cocked the pistol pulled the trigger and all I saw was red <br>

I gently stroke her arm as she lies lifeless on her back <br>

Then placed the barrel in my mouth <br>

All I saw was black.<br>

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<i>[Thanks to Dr.shawn for these lyrics]</i><br>

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