Aviation - Why? lyrics
rate me<br />
I know a lot of people that could probably relate<br />
Losing a parent<br />
Having so many thoughts and pain<br />
That stays hidden for years<br />
And no one knows what's you go through<br />
And you know it gets hard sometimes<br />
When I sit and think<br />
I don't have to many memories really<br />
But the ones I do have<br />
I hold on too and cherish... <br />
Dad this is for you<br />
<br />
You were taken away from me<br />
When I was only seven<br />
I guess you already had a place<br />
Made heaven<br />
Now I'm thinking<br />
Did this really happen that day<br />
When you died<br />
Then your soul was just captured away<br />
Faded to gray<br />
Now there is no more blue skies<br />
I thought life was given<br />
To everyone who tried<br />
Why him<br />
You had to choose<br />
The killers and crooks<br />
Now I'm writing this in my hands<br />
I'm feeling real shook<br />
The feelings it took<br />
I tried to hide my tears<br />
Tucked them away<br />
And put them deep inside my fears<br />
Couldn't confide them, peers<br />
No one knew what was wrong<br />
They were all young and didn't<br />
No what was going on<br />
But I did I remember all the pain I felt<br />
Fear dripping down my face just like rain it felt<br />
Damn this world<br />
I just tried not to think<br />
But that's just as hard<br />
Trying not to blink<br />
Sometimes I just sit and think<br />
And look at the sky<br />
If I could no one thing<br />
And think, I wanna know why<br />
Why half the time, <br />
Why you took him that day<br />
When you left<br />
Part of me was taken away<br />
Sometimes I just sit and think<br />
And look at the sky<br />
If I could no one thing<br />
And think, I wanna know why<br />
Why half the time, <br />
Why you took him that day<br />
When you left<br />
Part of me was taken away<br />
<br />
I don't remember<br />
The day or the time you you died<br />
Don't care too<br />
But I visit your grave<br />
Cause I cared for you<br />
We got you lights in the trees<br />
And that you'd have them for Christmas<br />
If I could talk to you <br />
You'd probably say you'd miss us<br />
But don't worry<br />
One day we'll all be together<br />
And on that day<br />
It will be bright and sunny weather<br />
Us together father and son once again<br />
And we'll talk about how many damn months it been<br />
It's been so long<br />
Since I talked to you<br />
I remember fishing and walks with you<br />
Damn you didn't see me graduate at all<br />
And dad I'm 6 foot<br />
I grew up to be tall<br />
A lot of people say<br />
I look just like you<br />
Sometimes the pain of death feels like a rifle<br />
When I think to hard I need a tissue<br />
If I could tell you one thing<br />
I wouldt be I miss you<br />
<br />
Sometimes I just sit and think<br />
And look at the sky<br />
If I could no one thing<br />
And think, I wanna know why<br />
Why half the time, <br />
Why you took him that day<br />
When you left<br />
Part of me was taken away<br />
Sometimes I just sit and think<br />
And look at the sky<br />
If I could no one thing<br />
And think, I wanna know why<br />
Why half the time, <br />
Why you took him that day<br />
When you left<br />
Part of me was taken away<br />
<br />
I watch a video<br />
And you acted like a crook<br />
Drama in my life<br />
Like it's read from a book<br />
The day the earth cracked<br />
Cause of the life that was took<br />
When I walk into the funeral home<br />
Then I be ten<br />
Then I reminisce<br />
Cause my tears were leaking<br />
Couldn't take it<br />
I was so young and confused<br />
But now you in heaven<br />
And got a hold of your cruise<br />
No more crashes<br />
You could ride without pain<br />
Sometimes I still hear your voice<br />
Inside of my brain<br />
I tried to maintain<br />
But sometimes it gets real hard<br />
If you looked at my heart <br />
Then you would say it's forever scarred<br />
Forever scarred... <br />
<br />
One day we'll be together.
