Avias - My Past lyrics

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intro

I dont know how much longer

i can deal with this feeling getting stronger

sometimes wish revenge cause i hunger

sometimes i regret didnt want you

It all starts when im not occupied

my mind expands and thoughts open wide

i cant not stop it cause i aint concious

it overrides my desires subconcious

I swallow my pride and bounce back

back into the land of where i got off track

so many scenarios to open

most dark and grotesque im hoping

chorus:

for distraction someone please my mind is going insane

regenerating my past back up bringing all this pain

i need someone to come and relieve me from this trance

my past a monster something that never ends

verse1:

um laughing so hard yall already know who on track

"oh my gosh its the nemesis" i came to bring it back

i always sense a hater but they never address me why

at this point it dont matter cause i got bigger fish to fry

now...um dealing with this feeling thats inside my brain

like incredible hulk thats about to go insane

i keep drifting, no uplifting about what happen back then

gets me sipping, mo dipping into a past that never ends

i got one million thoughts, thats flowing through my brain

yes i prefer new, but some stay the same

some stay the same?

yes some stay the same, and stop asking questions i consider you a lame

no bringing up the old, from this i reframe

im my own worst enemy, tell me who holds the blame

when i cant control my thoughts its all in my brain

"what I did six years ago" damn thats a shame

chorus:

I need distraction someone please my mind is going insane

regenerating my past back up bringing all this pain

i need someone to come and relieve me from this trance

my past a monster something that never ends

verse2:

Okay now here we go...go again

back from the future...away from the end

away from the present...sitting still in a trance

back into events already lived enchanced

back into regrets...more like back into misery

away from the present so noone hears me

swallowed in guilt and back into revenge

back into hatred im like when this gonna end

I dont

know

what

to do

you cant take over my mind (8X'S)

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