All I see is black 
I don’t even know how I came this far 
all the things that made me being I 
I don’t even know what I am doing here 
just one step away from the end of my fear 
 
thousands of reflections flash through my mind 
not even one beautiful moment I can find 
the source of my last energy ran dry 
the scars of the past have marked my future 
left my sorrows behind me 
I close my eyes and no more I see 
the things undone want to be free 
just say a word and I’ll be there 
 
Here I stand 
 
I tried to steer in the opposite direction 
all I’ve done was without affection 
here I stand in the rapture of my loneliness 
not even one preparation brought a progress 
 
I’m in the position doing everything possible 
I’m a human mind destructible not reliable