Asp - Eleison lyrics

rate me

I spend my days in self-disdain<br />

And I feel so ashamed<br />

Because I know that in the end<br />

I would do it over again<br />

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You'd better<br />

You'd better done it<br />

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I can no longer bear this cage<br />

That you forged out of lies<br />

And I get stronger in my rage<br />

Say can't you hear me cry<br />

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You'd better<br />

You'd better done it<br />

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Why didn't you kill me<br />

Why didn't you kill me when you could<br />

Why didn't you set fire on my pyre<br />

It would have been better if you had killed me there and then<br />

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Why d'you kick me in the stomach in your boots<br />

I can neither breathe nor speak<br />

I try to protect my face mith my hands<br />

But we both know I'm too weak<br />

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You'd better<br />

You'd better done it<br />

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I don't know if you're still cutting me<br />

And if you know that it's in vain<br />

I don't know if you're still shouting at me<br />

Can't hear anymore feel no pain<br />

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You'd better<br />

You'd better done it<br />

<br />

Why didn't you kill me<br />

Why didn't you kill me when you could<br />

Why didn't you set fire on my pyre<br />

It would have been better if you had killed me there and then<br />

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Is it wet because you spit on me<br />

Or is it blood that I spat out<br />

Will you stop just for a while<br />

Please tell me do I still smile<br />

Do I cry or am I laughing out loud<br />

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I wonder if you're still cutting me<br />

And if you know that it's in vain<br />

It doesn't matter that it hurts<br />

I cannot understand the words<br />

No matter how you cry or shout I feel no pain<br />

And I feel nothing but grief<br />

And the fear of seeing you leave<br />

And the shame of knowing I would do it over again