Ashley Esterwood - Jacob lyrics

rate me

I can't put my finger on how I got here

Or where exactly I anticipated it to go

All I know is I wanted him to stay near

He never noticed that I felt so alone

So I did everything to get his attention

And went out shopping for some new clothes

Everything that I did wasn't at my disgression

I think I was becoming his female clone

And Jacob told me that I would look cute

If I bought this one certain kind of shoe

But when I showed up the next day with them on

His expression was still spacey and gone

When I finally got the nerve to talk to him

It felt as if I was living in a dream

My patience was nothing short of going thin

Just to think that he even noticed me

Call it a schoolgirl crush or lame as it gets

But I never felt that way much before

He was going to be my baby, or so I would bet

And now I guess he made me settle the score

Jacob told me that I'm not being lame

I guess it's fair to say I begged to differ

At least one time he said my name

Then I found that he got back with her

Then he got sent away for breaking the law

I was surprised to say I didn't care

Now when I look back on how I did it all

It's true at least that life is never fair

He was everything I look for in a guy

But I really I never got to feel his joy

And rumor had it that he had an open mind

His myspace said that he was also into boys

Jacob told my friend he already has someone

But she never told him that I wished it was me

I was never the one to which he would run

And the story ends that we were never meant to be<br />

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Thanks to Razvan