(Verse)
The memories are still so bright but I keep the curtains drawn
I've neva been like this
Or am I just, romanticizin' a person that's gone
I can only take so much before I spill my guts
But I'm terrified of lettin' u see what I'm thinkin'
But u left before I could
And if I could choose, I would
Cos' my mind's a frightenin' and lonely place I can't escape at night

(Chorus)
U dropped yoself away
Time makes yo dreams come true
I hoped that u would stay
Miles mean nothin' to u (come back to me)
It's all my fault and I know it (come back to me)
It's all my fault and I know it

(Verse 2)
I know that I deserve to be alone
I wrote myself out of yo story
And I know I made it seem like I neva cared at all but I swear
I was always tryin'
This was hard when u were still around (u were still around)
How am I meant to survive this now (survive this now)
I'm so disappointed in who I chose to be (who I chose to be)
I've been havin' nightmares that follow me until I fall asleep

(Chorus)