I can't help the way my mind is hardwired to hate myself
Cause I swear that this is hell
The way I desperately try to save myself
Cause I can't save myself

A single breath in empty lungs
That's all I got left gasping for air
And a bad idea branded in my brain
 I can't seem to shake

Another day in tired skin
I shed and fray far from desire
'Til all I am is textbook misery and my own mistakes 
My own mistakes

And as I've aged 
The only thing I think has changed
Is that the demons have moved from under my bed
Into the inner depths of my head

I can't escape the ugly things my mind creates
I speculate that they'll stay with my 'til the grave

I can't help the way my mind is hardwired to hate myself
'Cause I swear that this is hell
The way I desperately try to save myself
'Cause I can't save myself 
Can't save myself

In broken bones a half-hearted smile
I feel at home 
I'm proud of nothing
I tend to get attached so quick to all I've ever known 
All I've ever known

But I don't seem to know a single fucking thing that can save me
I'm my own worst enemy

Is there any hope for me?

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I'm the boy who chose not to grow up 
And now I'm unprepared for anything
Now I'm scared and I'm cold and alone
 Because the world grew up without me

I'm the boy who chose not to grow up 
And now I'm unprepared for anything
Now I'm scared and I'm cold and alone
 Because the world grew up without me


I'm the boy who chose not to grow up 
And now I'm unprepared for anything
Is there any hope for me?
Now I'm scared and I'm cold and alone because the world grew up without me
Is there any hope for me?

(Chorus)