See my Heaven, see my hell
Blurred eyes ... no sleep on my feet I dwell
Down to the ground on the street I nail 
In the ... from the concrete crack
Nigga, please would you remind me back
This reminds me that in spite of the bullshit you never fins me trapped
Let the demons now go lose
Cause a nigga don't find his roofs 
Crush the head of a serpent
Quit the ...right in the cowboy boots.
Sunshine, the rain getting in 
Russian roulette, time to aim
More for joy .. the pain
Now bullets I'm pulling will survive the game.

Chorus: (x2)
That joy, that pain, you're trying hard to maintain 
Got problems in your brain, and it feels like it won't change
That joy, that pain, that sunshine in that rain
That happiness that you gain, and you know it's getting better now!

Real late in the mid-night hour we look for therapy 
What if that sun gonna raise, there ain't no guarantee
Real late in the mid-night hour we look for therapy 
But I know I'll be at peace when they berry me
But I know I'll be at peace when they berry me
But I know I'll be at peace when they berry me
But I know I'll be at peace when they berry me
But I know I'll be at peace when they berry me
But I know I'll be at peace when they berry me

Late night in the mid night hour
I walk in the shadow with you
All about money and power, 
Smoke something and it ain't nothing new.
Smoke something I cloud up my brain
Smoke something, I smoke out the pain
And I wanna go in for this with these destinies that we're going in
Saying you know this can't... 
..I'm losing my religion!

Chorus: (x2)
That joy, that pain, you're trying hard to maintain 
Got problems in your brain, and it feels like it won't change
That joy, that pain, that sunshine in that rain
That happiness that you gain, and you know it's getting better now!

I resent to perform in a world so cold
Never expect it warm
I rejected it... when I slept in a storm
But I won't wake up to the sunshine..
Surrounded by twelve people each one was the Judas
But the truth is I had to go do this
Uh, no... pressure here
Gotta roll dolo  when I persevere
Damn, oh fortuna, please have mercy, dear
No, I ain't giving up that quick
Fuck that shit, feel my heart and that stuff I spit
Once I get my piece of mind
I'm gonna.. above that shit

Chorus: (x2)
That joy, that pain, you're trying hard to maintain 
Got problems in your brain, and it feels like it won't change
That joy, that pain, that sunshine in that rain
That happiness that you gain, and you know it's getting better now!