Decide everything for me
Subject yourself to it 
Make believe it's only your fault 
Stifle my own 
Ambition 
It's been so long since I failed 
Nothing alienates this 
Anything reminds me 
Relieving it only helps 
Suffer to make your own gains 
It's been so long since I failed 
And now my senses fail me 
And still my training fails me 
And now everything fails me 
And still everyone fails me 
And still the only thing I have fails me