sleapless in the night 
i tried to lose my faith in you 
saing to my self 
you can't be the right
one for me 
and now that you are gone
i finally get a taste 
of freedom
only problem is 
i dont really want to be free

i dont wanna  be abandoned 
i dont want to curse your name 
i dont want to feel the sadness 
pretending that i'm still the same 
i dont want to burn your letters
i dont want to face the truth
i dont wanna  be abandoned 
i dont wanna waste my youth

you tried to sufferkate  
with your pretends
and i believed in the 
shallow romance
i run from cover 
but i couldn't hide
and still you try
to get me to a bide
you scratched me like
a perfume ad
you erasing all the feelings
that i had
and all the time 
you faked this lonelyness 
cause you wouldn't
see my twisted mess

i dont wanna be abandoned
i dont want to curse your name 
i dont want to feel the sadness 
pretending that i'm still the same 
i dont want to burn your letters
i dont want to face the truth
i dont wanna be abandoned
i dont want to waste my youth