5 DAYS AHEAD - My Cold November lyrics

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That night I hung up the phone. Tears were rolling down my eyes.<br>

All I had was the comfort of my best friends. The next day left alone.<br>

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I watched the Lions game. Anything to get my mind off of you.<br>

I didn't care who won; I already lost.<br>

Remembering those words that I deserved better than you.<br>

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I tried to say grace before dinner, but what do I have to be thankful for?<br>

A heart ripped to shreds with the knife left at the foot of my door.<br>

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Thanksgiving dinner never tasted so bitter.<br>

I wanted to throw it up and send it to you<br>

Just to give you a reminder of how it feels<br>

To destroy someone's holiday.<br>

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I went to turn on the TV. Home Alone was on, how fitting.<br>

I tried to laugh but couldn't find a reason why. Still left wondering why.<br>

Black Friday never fit so perfect. It felt like a part of me just died.<br>

Seeing happy couples blissfully step through the stores.<br>

I just wanted to rip out my eyes.<br>

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Deep in a box, I buried a picture of you.<br>

Hoping to never see it again.<br>

It still pops up sometimes.<br>

And a tear still rolls down my eyes.<br>

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Winter never felt so cold.<br>