2 PAC - So Many Tears lyrics

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I shall fear no man, but god<br>Though I walk through tha valley of death<br>I shed so many tears<br>Please God walk with me...<br><br>Back in elementary, I thrived on misery<br>Left me alone I grew up amongst a dying breed<br>As my mind couldn't find a place ta rest<br>Untill I got that thug life planted on my chest<br>Tell me can ya feel me ? <br>I'm not liven in tha past, ya wanna last<br>Be tha first ta blast, remember kato<br>No longer with us he's deseased<br>Call on tha sirens, I seem him murdered in tha streets<br>Now rest in peace<br>Is there heaven for a 'g' ? <br>Remember me, so many homies in tha cemetary<br>Shed so many tears<br><br><br>Chorus<br>Lord<br>I suffer through tha years<br>And shed so many tears<br>Lord<br>I lost so many peers, shed so many tears<br><br>Now that I'm strugglin' in this business<br>By any means, label me greedy gettin green<br>But seldom seen<br>And fuck tha world cuz I'm cursed<br>I'm havin visions of leaven here in a hurse<br>God can ya feel me ? <br>Take me away from all tha pressure and all tha pain<br>Show me some happiness again<br>I'm goin' blind<br>I spend my time in this cell, ain't livin' well<br>I know my destiny is hell, where did I fail ? <br>My life is in denial<br>And when I die, babtised in eternal fire<br>Shed so many tears...<br><br>Chorus<br>Lord<br>I suffer through tha years<br>And shed so many tears<br>Lord<br>I lost so many peers, shed so many tears<br><br>Now I'm lost and I'm weary<br>So many tears, I'm suicidal, so don't stand near me<br>My every move is a calculated step<br>Ta bring me closer<br>To embrace an early death now there's nothing left<br>There was no mercy on tha streets<br>I couldn't rest<br>I'm barely standing, bout to go to pieces, screaming peace<br>And though my soul was deleted, I couldn't see it<br>I had my mind full of deamons tryin' ta break free<br>They planted seeds and they hatched sparking tha flame<br>In my brain like a match, such a dirty game<br>No memories, just misery<br>Painting a picture of my enemies killing me in my sleep<br>Will I survive till' tha morning ta see tha sun<br>Please lord forgive me for my sins<br>Cause here I come...<br><br><br>Chorus<br>Lord<br>I suffer through tha years<br>And shed so many tears<br>Lord<br>I lost so many peers, shed so many tears<br><br>Lord knows I've tried, been a witness ta homicide<br>Drive-bys taken lives, little kids die<br>Wonder why as I walk by<br>Broken hearted as I glance at tha chaulk line, gettin' high<br>This ain't tha life for me<br>I wanna change<br>But ain't no future right for me<br>I'm stuck in tha game<br>I'm trapped inside a maze<br>See this tangaray influenced me ta gettin crazy<br>Disillusioned lately<br>I've been really wanting babies<br>So I could see a part of me that wasn't always shady<br>Don't trust my lady<br>Cause she's a product of this poison, I'm hearen noises<br>Think she's fucken with my boys, can't take no more<br>I'm fallin' to tha floor<br>Beggin' for tha lord ta let me in heavens door<br>I shed so many tears...<br><br><br>Chorus<br>Lord<br>I lost so many peers<br>And shed so many tears<br>I lost so many peers, shed so many tears<br>Fades...<br>I suffered through tha years and shed so many tears